have never understood why things happened
the way they did.
nor have i understood why they had to occur at all.
Life is always full of the unexpected;
while the expected never did seem to arrive.
the sun is always shining bright,
but why am i always feeling so cold inside?
i am awake but my eyes do not see the world i want to see
what will we have forever in our life?
Nothing-changes and death are the only constants.


